Another sleepless nite...

1.12am and yet not a single sleepy bug.

Must be that phonecall from my mum that got me so agitated and my heart and mind is still not at peace.

Seriously hate it whenever she calls to ask me really dumb questions. This time round is "do u think ur baby will come out between 22nd-24th June (my edd is 25th)?" After that, she went on to say her frens want her to bring them to cruise and will be paying her. Then went on to ask if she's really needed during my labour or when I'm in hospital etc. F**king pissed me off!

I simply told her if I know exactly when I will be in labour, I think I'll be even better than god, isn't it? She gave birth to 2 kids herself and yet can still ask freaking dumb questions like these. Or rather, she's pretending to be dumb & hoping that I will say I dun need her so she can go earn those extra bucks from her frens. I told her i know what she's thinking and will not give her the answer which she wants. She's old enuf to decide whether money or kinship is more Impt. She had the cheek to ask me back "so money is not Impt to u lar?"

Seriously, I feel like strangling someone. It's bothering me so much I still feel the heat building up as I'm typing this. I wonder if she's become senile to be able to say something so insensitive like this. She totally disappointed me as a mum. But I need to thank her for being such an example so I know I should never become such a mother in future. She's just like a constant reminder to me T T

In the end I told her maybe she should go get some objective opinions from her frens. and she told me she will, and will give it some consideration. So much for a grandma-to-be. She cant even decide whether money is more Impt or her family. Sometimes I feel sad for her. Dunno wat she's living for.

Being 30 weeks pregnant is no joke. I have to cope with my body discomfort and deal with my emotional being. And yet this is the kind of "moral support" I get from her.

Thanks Mdm Seah.

28 weeks pregnant with Melody

Can't imagine I've not blogged for the past few months and missing out on the details of the most important phrase of my life.

Probably too overwhelmed with starting a new chapter of my life - Melody.
Everything happened too fast for me to catch up, I think.

Nevertheless, I'm looking forward to my little baby who is due on 25th June 2011.
Haven't thought of her Chinese name yet.. Wanted to use "乐" as the last character in her name, but mum say that I can't use it cuz my dad and siblings have "乐" in their names, so it's considered as disrespectful.

Well, no choice.. have to think again.

I'm on leave today as there'll a delivery this afternoon for Melody's stuffs from Taka. Almost bought 80% of her stuffs already... left the baby car seat and her little wardrobe, and we're all set for Melody's arrival :)

Cocoa has been good too... i'm sure Cocoa will understand when i'm unable to give her as much attention as now when Melody's out.